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Fully passionate and not overly emotional
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I am a passionate man. I am mostly a very even man of emotions. I do exhibit emotional highs and lows as others do so very requently. Over the course of a day, I do not normally experience the mouhtainou peak highs and lowest valley lows of emotions. Some people are much like a high-speed loop-de-loop roller coaster of emotions .. I'm more like a kiddie coaster with calm turns, rises, and falls. I am also not void of feelings as my ex- has allowed my two adult daughters to believe. I choose the times when to engage them. I rarely get angry at anybody. Things can upset me when people's actions are either beyond stupid, destructive, or unthoughtful. I largely am governed by "The Golden Rule": "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you". I've been asked many Questions (Q) that I will answer: Q1: Would you rather look at screen or see each other and kiss in real life? Answer 1 (A1): I would much rather see, touch, and kiss each other. Q2: Ready for the next step? A2: Yes I am. Q3: Is it the looks that matter the most or the nature of the person? A3: I have always thought the insides of a person is more important. Our outside shell might be beautiful today and when we were younger. It is what is going on inside of us that is what really matters. Q4: If I propose you serious step for our next elationships will you agree or no? A4: Completely agree. Q5: I'm getting ready for our date. What do you prefer, red or black? A5: I believe you would look beautiful in any color. Even if you used a large burlap bag (somehow insulated from the rough material) you would look marvelous in such an impossible piece of clothing. Q6: How is the weather? Will it be cold for silk dress and high heels? A6: ask any of the main search engines "local weather Seattle Washington" and you will know in a few moments. Q7: How do you imagine our first date? A7: I imagine it to be much like the cross between two high school age youth meeting and two long time friends meeting for the first time in a long time. I expect it to be pretty casual. Not too fancy. Public area. We talk, walk a path in a park near the beach, etc. We'll try out each other hands. See if they fit well in each other's hand as we take our hands while we walk. Q8: Do you have any clue what passionate things I want to do to you right now? Can I tell you my thoughts o will you not like it? A8: I can imagine, but I'm a horrible mind reader. You are free to tell me. I'll save the guessing for reality to occur. Q9: I imagine our dae full of passion, love, and desire. Do you think so too? A9: Yes. I believe that is very good. At the same time, I will not jump in head over heels into passion without feeling comfortable first for both of us. The number of women I have been with over th years easily fits on the fingers on one hand (not including a thumb). I do not want my tally of women to counted on two hands or extend to my feet. That would not be me. Q10: Can I show you what you deserve? A10: You may. Q11: How come that you are single? A11: After a 23+ years of marriage, my (ex-)wife un-invited me from the family. She woke up on Sunday morning (Jan 27, 2008), threw her engagement ring at me, and said "OUT!" We had an ongoing argument and arrangement for the previous 6-9 mopnths where I would sleep on the counch and she would sleep in the master bedroom. She woke up angry, tossed the rings at me. Would not take any concession or compromise.. and over th next couple hours, she and our daughrers got ready for church's Sunday School. She said she wanted me not to be there when they got back from it after their lunch. After they left, I perforned the remaining computer maintenances needed on the family computer, backed two bags, called a friend to take me away. I cried for several days. I also started to heal emotionally from that whole situtation. Since then, I have had one flesh-n-blood girlfriend when I lived in Illinois. Since moving to the Pacific Northwest here in the Seattle area, I have not had a real special lady that I can call a girlfriend. Divorce was final in April 2009. I've looked on- and off- for a girlfriend for my best friend, companion, lover, and wife every fews months at a time before not looking for a while. I know she is out there somewhere. Q12: You been treated bad by women? A12: By women? NO. Just one woman. She did not enlighten me that she had a challenge regarding adult emotional maturity. When she was young, she was molested by a cousin. This trauma really messed her up emotionally and she took on the toxicity of the event interally. As a result, this froze her emotional maturity to be at the age of that 6-year old at the time of molestation. Anytime she would become angry, she would erupt in volcanic like explosion of rage the same way a 6-year old would have an outburst of anger. There was no real calming her down. After years, I became numb to her eruptions.. I started to guard my own emotions to protect myself. I never knew when the next time she would go off. Living with her was like walking on eggshells all the time. It wasn't until after the separation started on that day in late January 2007 that I felt my emotional well being start to return. Q13: Will you give me a chance? A13: Yes. Q14: Can I torture you with my kisses? A14: Yes, please do. I do not think I would call it torture. Q15: If I? Can you tell honestly? WHAT WILL YOU DO IF I GET PREGNANT FROM YOu? A15: I'd have to call that a miracle of God. Six months after my youngest daughter was born (May 1990) during the Thanksgiving Day Holiday weekend of late November 1990 I had a vasectomy. Which prevents my swimmers from reaching an egg to create new life. If YOU GET PREGNANT, then it would be something that clearly God wanted to happen. Q16: Are you shy to kiss in public? No. We can kiss in public. Kissing with tongues (french kissing) is more intimnae that I"d want to get with any woman in public. There is a point with affection that it needs to go behind doors and away from public attention. I do not want my/our private intimacy to be a public spectacle. A kiss on the lips, or cheeks, or hand holding, etc... is all in good in public. Q17: Do you think we are too old to kiss in public and holding hands? A17: No. Q18: When can we be together? A18: That depends on how soon you can arrive and be with me. Since I have no passport, I can not leave the USA anytime soon. Q19: Can you give me a chance? A19: Yes. Q20: Happy New Year! What will you wear for celebration? Sadly, as I live with my business partner and his family (wife and 3.5 year old son), we all went to bed early on December 31st. I think I was in bed by 1030p. At that time, I was without shirt wearing gym shorts as my sleepwear. Last night I was a little chilly soooo.. I wore socks to keep my feet warm when I stuck them out from undernearth the blanket. Q21: Do you agree that the best dress a woman can wear is her mans arms? A21: Yes. Q22: Can I wear such dress soon? A22: Yes. Only if you arrive soon. Q23: Are you ready? ARE YOU READY FOR FALL INTO WiLD PASSION WITH ME? A23: Yes.


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