Life here at Farmington Missouri in the united states of America i wish i had one thing only one thing that is you i wonder all the time if a woman from find a bride will rescue me from hell itself why becouse i have not had sex in over 14 years now and i am very loyel to my mate i was married 3 times and spent alot of time in the veterans hospital where i found out that my last date was evil and took advantage of me i was hurt but managed to stay alive she wanted me dead becouse of what i had what was that i had it was money and freedom i miss freedom most of all why becouse i went to war and faced down the worst riout in untited states history i make money here but can not use it i am in a countroled enviorment becouse i am crazey well arent we all just a little bit look at us we have fought war's uprizing's and killed our realinship's for little of nothing wemon over here is bad new's i know i one of the men that everyone forget's about i wonder about the saviour of the universe the LORD JESUS CHRIST do you put him first in youre thinking all the time i do and it get's better all the time well it is true try it sometimes and see what happens everyone will leve and you sit alone are you alone if so be my healpmate and my so called lover mybe we can meet in reallife and become happy again and have a famely a wish i can oneday i pray for it ( A - Man )