Soon such a wonderful holiday, which will require that we are not alone on this day, Valentine's Day .... But What should I do for you to pay attention to me? It's so hard for me, I want to tell you everything, but you never answer me ... Again, here I write my words again ... every time my desire becomes less and less ... But still I do not give up. I do not know how to tell you everything that I think, but I always want to be closer to you and understand that you understand that your thoughts understand everything that you think about, because all this time, when I write to you, it is very difficult for me ... It hurts me when I do not get an answer from you and I just don’t know what to do when I came here for the first time, I hoped that I would meet my happiness and we would be happy ... but all this does not happen, because I ordinary and fragile, every girl should ask you to talk to me, but she just ignores me, I can’t understand why my dear? What time has come? ? I thought that a man should look after a girl, at least take the first step, the step of happiness, well, you are just silent, you are probably not interested in this, or do you think I'm playing? I don’t play with you, and you just don’t want to make sure that I am here for you! And for the sake of true feelings, you always have doubts about me, doubts in my words, but you never tried to write to me just to feel. This is all that I feel and stop, finally, stop on one girl and not looking for some, I don’t know the ideal for myself, maybe you think that I’m not too beautiful or I’m too young, but I'm almost 30 years old .. I do not think that I am too young, this is a great age, so I decided to write you my first letter so long ago, and now I am writing, and yet I do not give up .... Do you understand how persistent I am. What is my willpower, but do you read all this, just don't answer, or just see my letters? I do not know what to think. I will tell you one thing and honestly, if you answer me, I can give you a guarantee that everything will be real and we will be happy, but I can’t understand why you spend your time here, and I just can’t answer, finally, becoming happy, for me it will be happiness to receive your answer, because I wrote to you for so long that I don’t know why this happens in my life ... Sometimes I want to give up, but still I don’t do it, because I understand that if I give up, it means that my whole life will fall, so I’ll go to CA write to you, and yet, as soon as I hear your answer because God is helping me in this, I'm sure he hears my words and helps me with you in this. I want to tell you one thing that you are not thinking about right now. Just forget and write me the answer. Do not think about doubts. Do not look for reasons not to trust me. Just take it and write to me. Write a short short letter. I do not ask you to write a lot. If you think you cannot write letters or are afraid to do it? Don’t be afraid. Just write, it doesn’t matter which letters are long or small. Just write the words you think are necessary. Write me hi And tell me that you are glad to read my words Tell me that you always wanted to answer But what then doubted the smile and these little words make me happy and give me hope that something will work out with me. .. I hope you understand me, if you read it up to this point, then it seems to me that your mind will have a different picture about all this, and I will get your answer. Thank you for being. For what I can write to you......