why is it i am very popular yet i love a very sweet and charming woman be it on this site i can say for myself she is one important loving cherished example of what a wife is ..i am not going to say her name cause then she will be hit upon but i will say she is the right and perfect one for me , i read all her letters and trying still to reply and send them to her hoping she will see and learn more about me ..many layers of me ..the ploblem what i have is why the hell am i so popular to other women that i cant see a future with yet they write such charming thoughtful letters ..yet i ponder on things such many want my advice and i am not able to reply them but i do read the pain many have and it touches me , but here i come on hoping for a reply to my future wife and above all shes the important one

if she only knew half of what i am like then we will have a common goal which is to be married and not rely on this site for communications , and never i am slient i do read everything and often go back just to read her words .. i am in such a dilemma upon why not just her why have i 1200 plus letters and i am still thinking why am i popular ... i never wanted such attention many want to marry me and i am touched deeply but i am just a guy whos single but i want just one thing with one woman she knows who she is cause she knows i love her and miss her and worry about her

i just think it should have been a lot easy than what i am experiencing ..i never blacklist any woman maybe i should .but i am not a nasty person ..these women deserve love and well they all seem to think i am the one for that job .. well if it was easy to marry the whole female population then all the well good but i cant i just want one thing with one girl and i love her as i type she is online yet i cant speak cause i have no credits but the first thing i would say is have you got what i sent ?? i am still hoping as i type she has ...

only time will tell how this will unfold ...but honestly i am nothing special i dont pretend to be something i am not ... yes i am a future husband and i dream of a loving existance with a loving family thats also my dream to wake up old a grey and believe me i will be old and grey and excuse me for saying sagging a bit in places but i will still feel love for my wife cause she found me and fell in love with me and even though the distance is getting to both of us , i want to say i will still love her from the first day i met her

yes baby i do love you more than anything in the world you know who you are , you swept me off my heart and now i just want to end up married and happy with just you , i know you wait for me and see me online and wonder why i dont chat to you ..its just credits baby i do long for you and miss you ... i just hope you realise you are very important to me and my life and i thank you for letting me in yours ...