6yrs ago I met a woman and started writing letters after time the letters got less and shorter and the prospects turned into maybe,s then my health got much worse I just recenty found out I have emphazima very badly ive got so many letters from women on here I wish I would have got them when I was healthy and younger but time is what it is now, I want to thank all the woemn who did like my profils and I want you all to know I am honered to have got your attention.ive been offered ten thousand dollars just for a night of hot sex but im not for sale at any price, so im not sure who is or isn't gonna understand this letter but my time is running out fast, so now I have to go with who really cares enough to come here really start a life with me,now, not five yrs from now I may not even have that much time left so who is really in love enough to take only what I have left to give ive saw and got letters from beautiful girls on here that should have been models but they are wanting me my question is why do they want me so badly, I have no home, only rent a bedroom from a friend no money except ssi check, and also very bad health and I was told at any time it could even get worse ,emphazima killed my older brother 4 yrs ago, and ive even got other things wrong with me,i myself believe when a man or a woman gets married all problems become one of the unit to work out as one. so if your looking for a traveling companion you don't want me, im a country type guy I hate big cities and I don't believe a home needs butlers or maids if you need them in your lives leave me out of it,i might be able to raise another child or two only GOD Knows that answer ,I wish all of you the very best at your searches just dont believe everything your told r youll get hurt, just wait to see what is real and honest, qualities many women wants sex I love sex but I also know how important it is to be able to always get along not just for sex, we go through our whole lives looking for just one person to fil out needs and the holes in our hearts but when you get my age and with my health this bad I have to take the first that can get here and start a life with me now not later im not here for games and I never have been I might have a a lot of life left im not sure how much time I do have but for the last 4days ive been layed up trying to cough up mucus to breathe, that's not a good life for any woman to want, so so please read this and ask your selves what you really do want in your to make you happy, and complete,country