I am not sure if this will be read, but it is my thoughts as a 74 year old man. First, I am flattered that I get so many messages from such beautiful ladies on this site. I am confused as to why ladies from age 19 to the forties would be interested in me. You all have so much of life ahead of you and being the age I am, I probably do not have much in common with you.

At my age, I began to think about my life. What I expected as a young man and moving on. I expected to be rich and not have to worry about much when I retired. Unfortunately, that has not happened. I am not rich and basically live from retirement check to retirement check. I also thought that when I got married, I would have a full sexual life, but that has not happened. It has been many years since wife and I have been sexually active.

I have fulfilled what I was taught by my father that it was my responsibility to make enough money to put a roof over my head, food on the table and clothes on my back. I have succeeded in doing that.

Now for the future. I do not know what is in store for me. I am still in decent shape, although my exercise class has been put on hold from this virus. I spend a lot of time trying to find a full time job for my 38 year old son who is into film making and editing films. That is my life. No love, no sex, just friendship and being used.

I hope all the ladies who have written me understand that I am unable to write back because I cannot buy any credits. To all the men my age, I hope you have succeeded in fulfilling all of your goals. As for the ladies, I hope you find what you are looking for.

Carl