Hello, to begin with, I'll tell you a little about myself ... Now you look at me and you just see another barbie girl with blonde hair, very thin, maybe looking like an anorectic. And you think - another fool is looking for someone who is not clear and that, probably I should pass by, it is not clear what is in her head, she is very dumb ...
And this is probably the most offensive thing that is happening now ... In Ukraine, it is generally accepted that a girl should get married before the age of 25, and by 30, take the child to first grade ... go to work and so on ... a bunch of imposed stereotypes and requirements ... Now imagine that in my head there are also a lot of demands on myself ...
I grew up in a large family with only 7 children. My childhood cannot be started cloudless ... Mom and Dad always wanted to have a big family, as they themselves grew up in dysfunctional families and received more warmth from brothers and sisters than from their parents.
I am used to the fact that they are constantly busy. Dad disappeared at work, I don't really remember him at home. Mom was constantly busy with household chores and our upbringing.
Mom's time was scheduled by the minute, especially when some of the children went to kindergarten and others to school. Every morning was like in the army, and evenings were the same. It was fun and noisy, but on the other hand I always wanted more attention. I really love affection and care ... And she was always lacking. You know, I've always wanted to earn my mother's and father's love ... only it was a vicious circle. Usually those who misbehaved received more attention. They spent more time with them, explained, regretted, hugged them. And I grew up as a quiet girl and they just praised me and there was almost no trouble with me ... And I really wanted to be better ... And I still try ...
Here I am looking for a man who may be older than me and to some extent heal my emotional wounds, will be a reliable friend, perhaps somewhere and an older friend, I can completely trust him ... For him, I will be a caring wife and a little affectionate girl ...
I hope, after reading this, you will already look at me differently and perhaps write to me. I really am not as vanilla girl as you can see at first glance