Please understand I have never let you down , I have not ran off with anyone else , I have not married , still alone here as if I was when I first came here . My heart will always be with you but please understand there is times when things do not always go as we like and some times we have to spend money on things we was not looking to have to . I try to always be here but even when I am here and my heart cries out for you I can not speak because I may have ran out of credits but I still come here to read your letters and see your beautiful pictures , so the one who knows who I am talking too never think I have ever gave up on us and I always have you near and close to my heart and trust me You will always have my heart because my love for you will never die only grow stronger until I have you in my arms . Your Loving Jack