I have always believed that to the question: “Do you have a hobby?” You need to answer something truly grandiose. Of course, I have! I write scientific papers in astrophysics, create a cancer vaccine, organize funds for the poor around the world, and so on.
Just to answer that I feel the need to capture my thoughts and feelings and share it with others is somehow trite and shallow.
It's always hard for me to please, even to myself. I have very high assessment criteria. I don't know what needs to happen for me to sincerely praise myself.

In the meantime, I'm just writing here, as in an electronic diary.
Do you think I know how to write correctly? Not at all.
Sometimes I write, and my thoughts get ahead of me, sometimes I have to choose words, and sometimes I write something and think that no one care about all this.
I am one of those people who are constantly torn apart by internal contradictions, so I am always unhappy with myself. You need to put maximum meaning into a minimum of words, and this is the most difficult thing.
A hobby is probably something that you cannot NOT do. The main thing is, whatever you do, do it honestly and from the heart.
Honesty always pays off. If you do your job without looking for profit, it will always rewarded.
Do you have a hobby? Or what would you like to start doing right now, if you had such an opportunity in life?
Thank you for attention,
Yana