But how to connect what you like and our material world? I would like to make a hobby my main business ... but what if I like many activities? And all - they can hardly bring me wealth ...
And again the discord between the soul and reason ...
And I would have given up everything, but ... how often it happened in my life that others depended on me, and to give up everything means letting them down ...
And if you also take into account that my hobbies do not bring income, then, then, most "sit" on someone's neck?
Remembering my actions, I understand that I chose the path that was then the only acceptable for me. And I didn’t feel tense, because if I had acted differently, there would certainly have been a discord of conscience with everyone ...
And after all it turned out to be carried away by what I was doing, trying to put my soul into what the mind whispered ... yes, it worked - until a certain time ... and then again - discord ...
And it was necessary to look for that occupation again to reconcile conscience, mind and soul ...

Well, for example ... do you like to travel? Plan a trip, and explain to your mind: if I don't do this, then, of course, the money will remain intact, but ... how much will I then spend on medications in order to "bring" myself into a normal state, to keep from falling off?
And there, look, and there will be a job for me, which will both provide, and from the occupation of which the soul will rejoice ...
Can? Sure! I did it, and I believe it will work out, the main thing is to go forward on my own Path, and not to turn onto different roundabout roads ...
But ... I would only add that falling in love of my own accord is unlikely to succeed ... for me - for sure ... it is strange, this love ... but this is a completely different story ...