And it becomes even more painful when you realize that you will never be able to feel such a feeling as love, affection. I often notice such a desire behind me, I want to go somewhere with my loved one, kiss him goodbye, gently hug him, look into his eyes and just be silent and enjoy what he is in my life. One of the beautiful days, stay with him, spend an unforgettable night next to him, presenting him with sweet kisses and listening to his gentle words spoken in his ear and feel goosebumps from his light and beautiful touches, and then wake up before him and watch him sleep, study his every line on his face, listen to how he breathes and how his heart beats, bask in his gentle and gentle embrace. touch his face and wake him up with a kiss, see his smile and live only in these beautiful moments ...
And then ... then wake up in your cold bed and realize that it was just a dream, so clear, colorful, happy and unreal to madness ... and it becomes sad again. But we have to live on, with pain, but live....
You often see happy couples standing at the bus stop, hugging and so happy, with an extraordinary gleam in their eyes and this gleam is clear only to them, they have one for two ...
Of course, I understand that it is not good to be envious, but in general it is very bad, but I am very envious of these people, I want to be in their place. Although you always need to hope for the best, to believe, because maybe someday later ...