Suddenly I made a pleasant conclusion for myself that it was not in vain that I was not burdened with relationships and family.
After all fate knowingly leaves me free to achieve the best result in working on myself. Person
the piece of clay itself and the sculptor himself! A man of himself can do anything! The main thing is to want, because how known "The one who wants stronger than the one who can." While we are young, we should not dwell on one thing, fearing to miss.
You should not put up with what you have if you want more or completely different. There is always a way out, where it is entrance. We once lived!
I thought of everything well.
I do a lot of things I don't need every day. I wake up in the morning in my uncomfortable room, I cook alone breakfast and eat it all alone. I work all day and then I don't rush home.. Because no one is waiting for me at home. I walk down the street with headphones.. I always listen to music.. I like listening to music in my little world. So it seems to me that I am not alone. Silly, of course.

I return to my quiet and cold home.

I cook dinner.. and eat it alone.

I drink wine alone..

I watch romantic films and cry because I watch alone. And there, you know, as luck would have it, they repeat scenes about love all the time. Then I go to my empty and cold bed and for a long time I can not sleep.. And so every day.
I have one irresistible desire to love. A whim of the soul. What gets in my way. Interferes with making the right choice and makes you commit many mistakes... An infinite number. It is a constant need for love. I always need to know what I am loved and love, otherwise life seems so dull and meaningless that sometimes I don't want to... live at all.
LET'S meet you one day in the subway... in a cafe..... on the street...