For me happiness became the moment when I was left at home alone and no one bothers me. there is no motherly vanity, no unnecessary sounds, nothing. you just sit and listen to the silence, feeling how your brain is covered with a huge soft blanket of the color of a clear sky, everything starts to appear around, the train of thought comes back to normal and, like a train, rides along the rails of your convolutions.
my second happiness is watching movies, TV series, cartoons and anime. when I look at something from this, it completely tears me away from the real world, I seem to destroy my own line and go where no one really can get me. I cry, laugh, worry, get angry, proud, rejoice, win, lose and die with the heroes, in some way they become a part of me, and I am a part of their world and everything connected with them is connected with me.