I am sitting on the edge of the bed .... small rays of the setting sun are trying to get into my bedroom window. I try to touch them, but they move away from me ... even the rays do not want to be near me ((((The rays are so bright, but so cold ... not because they do not emit heat, but because these rays can't warm my soul, my loneliness ...

Thoughts often arise in my head, but did loneliness fill my soul?

I am very scared to imagine that suddenly my life will always be as cold as a winter evening ...

But I don't want that kind of life!
I don't want my life to be saturated with loneliness!
I don’t want to believe it and I don’t want such a life!

I want a completely different fate for myself!
I want a happy and wonderful life with my loved one and my child!

I'm tired of being a strong woman .... I just want to be weak and loved.

Life changes happen very spontaneously and can change our lives forever.

I really dream that soon a man will appear in my life who can change my life for the better.

And finally my loneliness will disappear from my life ... just evaporate

I want to love and to be loved !

Even this cold evening will soon end and a bright, warm morning will come ... everything changes only for the better

Someday my life will also change ... and I will be surrounded by my most beloved people!

Hope I deserve real happiness!

... but today it's just a simple, cold evening ... an evening of loneliness ... but I hope that such evenings will soon disappear from my life