Many thing's I tend to think about the older I become. The one question I often ponder is if a women can love a man how is still a virgin. Most men by my age 32 have had many girlfriends / lovers but I myself have not. In today's world women have become the preditor's sex mad beasts only looking to fill there needs for lustful sex. Maybe I'm a little odd but I truly believe women should be more less in need of sex and more in need of finding an honest truthful kind and devoted man such as myself. Someone how's not perfect not a mr fitness freak not vine or full of himself. True I don't have the looks or the money to make women want me but I've got something money or looks can't buy Feeling's. No i'm not a softy loser i'm a realistic modern man looking for a soul mate. To bad all my life women never see me or want me but i live and pray. That someday someone will hold me kiss me and look into my eyes and tell me without a shadow of a doubt that they love me.