I wake up when it is still dark, from the desire to snuggle my bare stomach against you, to feel you next to me, sleepy, hot and real.
Yes, I'm far away. But I want to be close. I want to take your hand under the covers while you sleep, I want to stand in the shower together in the morning, I want to hug you from behind while you brush your teeth. Cooking for you, folding your clothes, cleaning and washing dishes. Read your books, watch your films, listen to your stories. Making love to you whenever and how we want. Correct your collar before leaving home, discreetly put love notes in your pockets ...
I want to know what you love and do it for you. Know that you don't love and never do it. We learned to live together so that we learn to make plans and plans for each other, so that we learn to change obstacles. So that all disputes end with kisses and hugs ...
I want to give you everything that I know and can, learn everything that you know and can do, weave it all together, improve and multiply. Create something really good out of this to change the world together. I want to help you in everything, support, take care, make you happy every day and night. I want to belong to you and just LOVE you.
I want to feel you near, inside and around me.
I want to absorb you with all my body and soul.
I want you to be My Man.
I'm in love with you.
And more than anything, I want it all to be mutual.
Even if we do not succeed, if in years I will shout to you "I hate!", Throwing glasses at you, today, I thank you for having you, for the fact that I again feel butterflies in my stomach, because I live on, because I know that I have remained myself, have not changed and have not broken.
I am still I. I can and want to love. I can and want to do crazy things for this love.
I am I. I am almost 30 and again 15. I am already an adult and strong and again small and weak. I already know what can and cannot be done, and I do not want to know this, I want to do everything that my love tells me.
Even if you change your mind, you will be afraid of an invasion of your world or obstacles, if you do not find a place for me in this life, if you leave today, I am grateful to you that you were with me and that you are with me at the very moment, as I write this.
Even if I made it all up, and you were just an excuse for this, I love you for giving me this reason. I love you the one I love. I love myself the way that loves you. I love the fact that everything happens exactly this way and right now.
I love it all together