The hot pulsation in the lower abdomen echoes throughout the body, making it shudder in a sweet rhythm! Everything around freezes ... you stop hearing ... everything is gradually superseded by the Pulsation in the stomach ... It became louder and clearer ... filling the entire body with a thick, heady stream ...
... and I danced! danced without music and without rules !!! No account and no control! Danced, maybe for the first time in my life !!! I was dancing MYSELF !!!
Tears flowed from my eyes ... from my chest now and then escaped either a groan, or a howl ... my hands were torn to shreds, freeing my wings for new flights !!!
It hurted me! My soul was crying! She cried about herself ... and danced! ... danced ... lived ...
I understood that before dancing my tenderness, lightness, love ... I would have to dance everything under which this lightness is buried. Dance your pain ... your sadness and your longing. Dance all the hurt, betrayal and loneliness ...
But I was already HAPPY !!! Happy that I dance) ... Happy that I am healing ... Happy that I returned to myself ... To my free Dance ... To the Pulsation in the lower abdomen ...
Returned to Life ...
That's how the dance brought me back to life !!!!!