Agree, a very deep question. There is a book "Tales"
which the Old Believers have kept. And in these "Tales" the question sounds: "Why are you not doing anything in order to ...". Everyone, instead of ellipsis, can continue the question.
This question is "Why?" - I recommend asking as often as possible, especially when you start to suffer, if something does not work out for you: Why am I suffering? Why am I panicking now? Why am I panicking now to turn off my head? And when you strive for something, it is appropriate to ask yourself these questions: How to do it? What is the best way to do this? When you do not strive for anything, justifying and explaining, remember this question of the Magus: Are you sick? Why are you sick?
You can, of course, continue with the question: “Why aren't you being treated? Why aren't you getting better? ", But the wise men were deeper, they said:" Why are you sick? " Simply. How to answer this question?
Indeed, why am I sick? If you honestly ask yourself this question: "But really, why am I suffering?" And really, why?
And I want to say to myself: “What a fool! The same amount of time spent wasted! " But, having told yourself the truth, you have to start doing, because there will be no lot without work. If you are idle, you are a slacker.
If you are not doing the right thing, if you are not looking for a way, then you are without a way, a dissolute person. I don't want to be dissolute. Therefore, we justify ourselves. I don't want to call myself a bum or a bum. “Well, how is it, because I do so many things !?”, but not doing the most important thing for happiness, for some reason you justify your idleness. That is, you don't do those things that are necessary for your happiness. You just don't. When you begin to communicate with yourself in such a simple, not scientific, but original language, honor turns into dignity, and an inner substance appears that begins to move you.