Words can't tell you how many times I've walked up the stairs of my own feelings and thoughts, studying this question. She sank to the bottom and returned to the light again. I put my stories in pieces and watched the people around me, I put the question straight and tried to give it up altogether…
I will not set up complicated decorations, for the sake of the simple truth that persistently appeared every time I asked it, and even in those moments when I tried to pretend that I did not notice it:
Love is not necessary to look for
Just as you can't find yourself, but you can only create yourself – so with relationships. Love is impossible to find, but you can create yourself (just yourself, not another person) and open up for a relationship. Become the door through which a serious mutual feeling will enter your soul.