Are you afraid of being alone ???
Many people are so afraid of being alone that they find anyone to relate to and put up with everything, just not to be alone with themselves.
One of my friends suffered beatings and infidelities from her husband in order not to be left alone...
But I'm not afraid of being alone. I have lived so long in this loneliness, alone with my most terrible thoughts and most secret desires... No, I am not afraid of loneliness.
But I don't like to be alone...
I dream that in the morning, when I wake up, I look at the man in my bed, whom I love. My dream is to cook breakfast for two, not one. I dream of meeting this man to have lunch together. And in the evening, after dinner, we will watch movies together, kiss and make love. On the weekend we will have fun together, with family and friends, or just the two of us.
Sometimes we will go somewhere to be alone with our thoughts, but after that we will come back and be together. I will give this man a relaxing massage after a hard day and we will take a bath together.
This is the life I want...
Perhaps this text resonated in your soul ???
If so, maybe we could be together...?