All my life I could not accept my appearance, my thinness. As a child, I was often made fun of because of this. As an adult, I was afraid to communicate with guys, I closed myself in. Time passed and my gymnastics classes created a dream body for me, self-confidence appeared. But she was only in the summer, because in the winter you have to put on a lot of clothes. My first boyfriend, whom I met for 7 years, told me "Appreciate that I am with you, no one else will love you. Nobody needs you." and all his words left a huge mark on my perception of myself.
I became squeezed again, again afraid of ridicule. I began to frequently dye my hair and change my haircut. I wanted to feel like a special girl and attract attention to myself. Become the one with whom they want to communicate. All this did not help me :)
Only age and books on psychology helped. Now I will not let myself be offended. I know that I am beautiful. Inside Outside. I do what I want and I am not afraid of judgment. I am so glad that all these shackles have been removed.
I really want everyone to begin to understand this! I started to feel free! And he smiled in spite of everything! It's a wonderful feeling ...