I SEE THE LETTERS FROM EVERYWHERE AND I WANT TO ANSER THEM ALL I LOVE WEMON AND THE ONE'S OVERSEAS IS THE BEST I WANT TO MAKE OUT WITH EVERY ONE OF THEM THEN I CAN SLEEP VERY VERY BLESSED AND NOT HORNEY EVERYTIME I LAY DOWN ALONE ON MY BED I WANT A FIND A BRIDE LADY EVEN WANT TO HAVE LOTS OF CHILDREN BUT NO I AM ALONE GOT TO ACCEPT IT I HAVE SLEEPING PROBLEMS WITH PTSD OR SHELL SHOCK I JUST AT SUDDEN NOISE AND THINK I WENT TO HELL AGAIN ( COMBAT AND A RACE RIOT THE WORSE ONE IN UNITED STATES HISTORY MOST NIGHT'S I WAKE UP AND CRY ALONE HOPEING I CAN GET OUT OF THIS ASSTED LIVING NURSING HOME AND PRAY THAT I DONT GET COVED 19 I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN WITH FIND A BRIDE RIGHT NOW I WANT TO KILL MYSELF BECOUSE I CAN WRITE ALL OF YOU NO MONEY OR WAY TO GET IT I BEEN ON LOC DOWN DUE TO COVED 19 FOR OVER A YEAR AND FEEL LIKE I AM WORTHLESS AND HATED BECAUSE I AM A WAR VETERAN AND HAVE A MENTAL ILLNESS AND TYPE 2 DIETBATES AND HAVE TO GET INSULEN SHOOTS I LOVE YOU LADY'S AT FIND A BRIDE I AM SINGLE AND HATE IT P.S I JUST WANT SOME LOVEING FROM FIND A BRIDE charlie xoxoxo