I LOVE YOU AND IT HURTS ME NOT TO WRITE YOU BECOUSE I DO NOT WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING THAT IS NOT TRUE FACT IS I CANT WRITE BACK AND GET AWAY WITH IT WHY YOU ARE THE BEST WAY TO GET A NEW LOOK AT MY LIFE AND ASK ALL OF YOU TO FORGIVE ME I WANT ALL OF YOU MYBE WITH CHRIST JESUS WILL UNDERSTAND AND LET ME BE WITH EVERY ONE OF YOU IN THE HOLY SPRIT WE ARE ALL BROTHER'S & SISTER'S IN CHRIST JESUS RIGHT NOW I HAVE A DREAM THAT ONE DAY FIND A BRIDE WILL SHOW UP AND RESCUE ME FROM THIS NURSING HOME I FEEL LIKE I AM DYING SLOWLY IN HERE I AM IN PAIN ALOT MY EMOTIONS ARE UP AND DOWN AND I CRY ALOT AS I SEE MY BELOVED NATION BUCKLE UNDER THE COVID I THANK GOD FOR TRUMP THAT GOT WARP SPEED I WILL PRAY FOR YOU I JUST SEEN THE SEGMANT ON UKRINE AND RUSSIA TROOP MOVEMENT LISTEN SWEET IF I WAS WITH YOU I AM A TRAINED COMBAT VETERAN AND IF ENEY ONE OF YOU IS UNDER ATTACK I WILL GO INSANE HERE I SERVED IN THE UNITED STATES ARMY IN COMBAT AND ONE OF THE WORST RACE RIOTS IN OUR HISTORY I WILL GO INSANE OVER HERE AND I DO NOT WANT A P.T.S.D IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT IN MY BED I WANT TO KEEP YOU WARM AND CUDDLE WITH YOU THEY SEE IT AS A DRILL WELL I WILL GO INSANE OVER YOU AND I DO NOT WANT TO KILL ENEYONE IT SAYS IN GOD'S WORD DO NOT KILL ALL I WANT IN THIS WORLD IS YOU FIND A BRIDE XOOXOX