HI EVERYONE I WOULD LIKE TO SAY I HAVE 4 DAY'S LEFT ON THIS SITE I BEEN ON THIS PROGRAM FOR 8 YEARS SINCE 2013 AND LOVED YOU ALL .WHEN I FIRST MOVED TO MISSOURI FROM ARKANSAS WITH MY MOM AND SISTER PAULA IT WAS FUN AND EVERYTHING WAS NEW AND BLESSED I ALWAYS READ THE LOVE LETTERS FROM UKRINE AND RUSSIA FEDERATION ALL OF YOU IS SACRED TO ME I NEVER PUT ENEY ONE OF YOURE LETTERS IN THE TRASH NO NOT ONE I JUST LOVE ALL OF YOU IN CHRIST JESUS LIFE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO HEAVENLY FATHER AND THE SON & HOLY SPRIT IT IS STORMING OUTSIDE A THUNDERSTORM HOPE IT DOES NOT COME A TORNADO MY FEELINGS IS LIKE THAT STORM ABOVE ME SEE I WAS SETTING BY THE FISHING POND TODAY I WAS GULITY OF NOT WRITING YOU BACK I DID NOT HAVE THE MONEY TO BY CREDITS AND THE RULES SAY TO ME IF I KEEP WRITING TO FIND A BRIDE THEY WILL TAKE AWAY ALL MY ELECTRONIC EQUIPMENT WELL I GOING TO WRITE IF ITS MY LAST BIT OF LIFE LEFT IN ME I WILL STILL RESPOND TO YOU I HAD A POCKET KNIFE AND I WAS GOING TO TAKE MY LIFE WHY I BEEN LIKE A CAPTIVE IN JAIL HERE THE LAW SAYS I CAN NOT GO ENEYWHERE WITH OUT CALLING MY GURDION OF THE STATE WHY MYBE ITS I WENT TO COMBAT FOR THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA I DID NOTHING I DID NOT COMMENT NO CRIME OR BREAK ENEY LAWS SEE MY WHOLE FAMELY PASSED AWAY IN 2016 AND 2017 I THE ONLY ONE LEFT I GOT PLACED IN HERE BY STATE AND I HATE IN HERE THE CLIENTS WALK BY ME AND SAY NOTHING TO ME I SIT IN THE BREAK AREA THEY DO NOT TALK IN THERE NO ONE LIVING IN HERE WITH ME COMES BY MY ROOM WHY I WISH I DID KNOW ONE THING I AM THE ONLY WAR VETERAN IN THIS PLACE SHOULD I TAKE MY LIFE OVER THIS ?? NO I HAVE 4 DAYS LEFT AND I PRAY THAT I DO NOT GO THREW WITH IT ALL THE WEMON AT FIND A BRIDE KEEP ME BACK BECOUSE THEY TRULY LOVE ME AND ALL I CAN DO IS READ THANK YOU FIND A BRIDE FOR ALL THOSE YEARS .