I'm afraid to open up completely, afraid that my words will sound empty, that my feelings are too complicated or too much. Sometimes I catch myself comparing myself to someone - to someone who is already in a relationship, who has already "found themselves" through another person. And every time after such thoughts there remains a strange feeling of emptiness and a little guilt. 🥀

Sometimes I think that loneliness is not so much about the absence of someone nearby, but about inner work on myself. I have to figure out who I am, what I want, how I can love and accept love. 💔 And it's hard, sometimes painful, but sometimes amazingly beautiful. When I look at my thoughts and feelings without judgment, I understand that I'm growing, that I'm learning to be my true self. 🌱

Sometimes I wish someone would just understand me without words, so that I wouldn't have to explain every little thing. 🫂 But then I think that maybe the path to this understanding is not through another person, but through myself. Through the ability to be honest with myself, through accepting my fears and joys, through the courage to be vulnerable. 💌

And I understand: being alone is not a sentence. It's a chance to get to know yourself, to feel your desires and to learn to love yourself the way I'll be ready to love someone else. ✨

And yes, sometimes I'm scared. Scared to be alone, scared to open up, scared to hope. But sometimes I smile at my reflection in the mirror and think: "You can do anything. You deserve happiness." 💖

Natasha