I am trying to figure out who I am becoming, and it is harder than I thought because I keep changing my mind about everything 💭 Last month I was sure about something, and this month I am completely different. Does this mean I am flighty? Or just young and still discovering things?

Sometimes I feel like I should have it figured out by now. Like there is this unspoken deadline where you are supposed to know exactly what your life is going to look like. But I look at people who seemed to have it all planned and they seem... trapped? Like they have been wearing the same shape for so long they forgot they could become something else. 🎭

I think the scariest part is that my choices now might close doors later. What if I decide something and then realize it was wrong and I have already wasted years? What if I want to change and it is too late? 😟

But also... maybe that is how it works for everyone. Maybe the people who seem certain are just better at pretending. Maybe nobody really knows what they are doing and we are all just hoping we make good decisions as we go. 💫

Do you ever feel like you are supposed to know things that nobody actually teaches you how to know? 🤔

Sometimes I think about the future and it feels like this big blank space.