Maybe that's what young people do—we dream instead of actually doing things. We imagine the life we want instead of building it. I see girls my age who seem so sure about what they want, like they've got everything figured out. But me? I'm here making elaborate scenarios in my head, knowing they probably won't happen, but enjoying them anyway because at least for a moment I can be someone different. Someone braver. Someone who knows exactly what she's doing. 💭

I don't think I'm lazy. I work, I try, I push myself. But there's this gap between what I want and what I do. And I'm not sure if that gap is normal or if it means something is wrong with me. Do other people struggle like this, or am I just overthinking everything? 🤔

The thing that scares me most is that one day I'll realize I spent so much time dreaming that I forgot to actually live. That the girl I imagined never became real because I was too busy imagining her instead of becoming her. 💔

Is it wrong to be a dreamer when you're young, or should I be pushing myself harder to make those dreams actually happen?

Natusya