If someone seems confident, I act more confident. If someone seems quiet, I get quieter. It's like I have no actual personality—just a mirror.

The worst part is, I don't even know who I am underneath all these versions. 💭 What do I actually like? What do I actually believe? I've been reflecting myself for so long that I've lost the original.

My best friend told me once that she never knows what she's going to get with me. That I'm different depending on who I'm with. At the time I thought she was complimenting me—being adaptable is good, right? But now I think she was just being kind. What she really meant was that I'm fake. 😔

Why is it so hard for me to just be myself? Why do I care so much about what other people think?

Natusya 🌙