I've spent so much time in prayer, and I've come to know God in real ways.

Growing up in the countryside taught me obedience, which is a good thing.

I used to say yes to everything because I thought that's what it meant to grow up—to be helpful, to be available, to never disappoint anyone. I'd overcommit and then feel guilty about all the things I couldn't do perfectly. I was so busy trying to prove I was mature that I forgot the most mature thing might be knowing your own limits.

I said reason is a mountain — solid, unmovable, eternal. But mountains don't actually stay the same. They weather. They shift. Rivers carve through them. Wind shapes them.

I said I wanted to become a whole person first, and I meant it. But I think what I didn't realize is that becoming a whole person isn't something I do alone in preparation for some future role.

I've been so focused on the ideal — love as sacrament, spirituality as foundation, faith as the answer to everything — that I haven't asked myself the harder questions.

I was out before dawn like always, but this time I realized I was moving like a machine.

For so long, I've let other people define what my inexperience means.

Anna, 29 — a red-haired, artistic soul from Kyiv who loves to draw, wears cute glasses, and lives with passion and sensitivity. Searching for a man who values depth, creativity, and real emotions.

Lena, 45+ — a joyful blonde from Odesa, a talented cook, mother of two grown children, dreaming of migrating and starting a new chapter filled with warmth, adventure, and love.

Olga, 45 — originally from Ukraine, now building her career and her new life in Los Angeles. Ambitious, warm-hearted, and open to meaningful connection.

Olga, 40 — loving mother, devoted to a healthy lifestyle, living in Poltava and dreaming of a home by the sea. Divorced, kind-hearted, sincere, and open to finding real love.

Anna, 39 — born in Ukraine, living her dream life under the Spanish sun. A woman with a warm heart, an adventurous spirit, and a dream of learning to play the piano. Looking to meet someone genuine who values kindness, growth, and meaningful conversation.

Or maybe not revise it — just add to it. 🧠

I also need to become someone worth standing beside. 👸

I've been protecting myself by keeping things abstract. 📖

Work and prayer are beautiful, yes. But work without joy is just labor.

and it's scary to admit this out loud, but I think I need to stop apologizing for not knowing things yet. 😊

💖In a world where everything is measured in numbers, salary, status, brands, square meters, it's easy to forget about what actually makes a person happy.

All this time I've treated emotions like enemies to be conquered.