You see a leg in a split - I see years of pain, stretching and rejection of "normal life".

You know, I am over 30, and I have NEVER been with a man. At all. Not because I did not want to feel or I am afraid of closeness — on the contrary, I am passionately WAITING for it to happen… but with someone who will accept it not as a "weirdness," but as a GIFT. And yes, I beleive it is possible. :)

A discussion of what makes a relationship happy, through personal experience, observations and a bit of philosophy.

A personal story about my morning rituals that help me feel cheerful and start the day with a smile.

What movies and books touch your soul, what feelings they leave behind, and why it is so important to "dive" into other worlds from time to time.

I want to talk about something that seems so simple, but at the same time so difficult - about positivity, especially when everything around is falling apart.

I'm Varvara, and today I want to share with you what makes me smile. There are so many things in our lives that can upset or sadden us, but I try to focus on the positive. And here's what brings me joy.

Music for me is not just sounds. This is my mood, my state of mind, my emotions. When I listen to my favorite tune, everything disappears. There is only a feeling of life in every note.

Every person has a dream. Someone - about big travel, someone - about a career, someone - about silence and peace. And my dream is to create my family. The one where it will be cozy, the warmth where laughter always sounds, and the heart is filled with harmony and love.

I love to open something new - in books, in life, in people. Medicine is not just my profession, it's my vocation. I love to understand a person, his emotions, his pain, his hope. I see - when a person can be trusted. I study not only by books, but also with my heart.

About how I see real love is not perfect, but lives, deep, real… The life where everything begins with simple .. Can love start with something funny, if a woman is fun, it will never be bored, right? Hach. I think love is an incredible thing. Not logic, not calculation, not control. And true magic between two hearts. When you look into the eyes of another - and see yourself there. When is one “how are you?” It sounds not everyday, but as a care, like a gentle touch to the liking.

Little moments of happiness that happen by chance, but make the day brighter. How they appear and why it is worth catching them.

About how an unexpected ritual became a source of peace, new thoughts and small discoveries that changed the way I look at familiar things.

A story about how a simple recipe from my grandmother's kitchen became not only a delicious dish, but also a real holiday for the soul and mood.

In a world where everything can be said in 0.3 seconds and with one emoji, there is something so beautiful that it shivers in… a paper letter. Or in a postcard sent with the scent of a foreign city. Or in a phrase written by the hand of a person who is thousands of kilometers away, but thinks about you.

It all started with a message. A couple of lines. A couple of emoticons. And suddenly — he is not just a nickname in a chat, but a person you think about before going to bed. He is no longer “someone from the Internet” — he has become important. Close. Desirable.

Love is a universal language. But millions of people in different parts of the world learned to speak it differently. Some people hide their feelings behind a shy smile, while others sing songs to them on the streets. Some give gold, others give rice.

When we say “home,” each of us has our own picture in our head: a brick façade, a noisy city or a cozy village, the smell of pie, an old cup, a blanket on the couch.

Oh, how we have all been taught to dream of love that “will happen by itself.” Where everything is easy, where you just met – and off it goes. Sparks, magic, coincidences, like in the movies.

In the beginning, everything is simple: butterflies in the stomach, ringing "good morning", waiting for messages, loud laughter, passion from one touch. Love in the beginning is like fireworks: bright, exciting, a little crazy.